Or at least I will fail chemistry.

Everything is so messed up right now.
I just had my chemistry exam yesterday.
And it was...bad to say the least.

It's not that I didn't study or anything. I did. I did study everything. Every single detail. Okay...maybe not every detail but enough to get at least a pass. I dunno why or how but I choked.

No. Not choked choked but choked. Like freeze up.
Something like that. I dunno.

Anyway, I was already prepped up with all the necessary information like a good student that I am.

Yeah right.

Up till the moment I sat down on that chair, I was doing okay. Wasn't nervous or shaking or anything. I think I was actually smiling. Then it happened.

Panic.

I was panicking like a maniac. I didn't show it but deep down...
It was like...I dunno.

You know that feeling when you're nervous. That butterflies in the stomach feeling thing.
Well in my case, it's more like a minefield in the stomach. Everything was so wrong.

The fact that the exam room was really cold just add to my 'excitement'. At first I didn't notice the cold but after awhile, it finally caught up with me.

I was nervous. I was cold. I was shaking.

All thoughts were gone. Everything I studied before had just went away.


All my hard work. Gone...
Gone right down the toilet. Literally.

Now that remind me of something.
All that anxiety and the cold only brought another problem.

I had to pee. Really really bad.





Heh I know. It sounds silly. But I'm serious. I had to go really badly but I can't.
I had another 30 minutes more to go before the exam finishes.

All I could do was sit there and try to push through it. It was excruciating. All that waiting. All that holding in. I couldn't even think. I had only filled in less than half of the paper so...

Hehe thinking back, it's funny. Kinda ironic don't you think?

Anyway, what's done is done. Can't do anything to change it now. I just have to endure it in the long run. I know I can do much better next time. If there is a next time.

Now, I only have one more paper to go. Biology is an easy subject right?
Especially if it's just MCQs.
I hope so. Or I might just have to buy one of these types of books. (Picture below)


Okay I guess that's all for now. See ya. And wish me luck on my Biology paper.