At least, it is in my case. I just got home from my chem paper. I wasn't feeling really well. I felt sick. I felt like I wanted to throw up. I felt that sick. All I wanted to do was go to my room and sleep it off.

So I reached home. It was a far way from school. And it wasn't smooth all the way home. I mean there was this one car who kept...well let's just it's not normal. And when my dad finally cut past the car, it was more or less bumpy.

By the time I reached home, I think my face was pale. So I quickly went into the house. Went to my room, dropped my bags and went to the bathroom. I don't know how long I spend in there, probably 10-20 minutes top. But it felt like it was a long time.

Anyway, I had the worst headache of my life. On top of that, I had a really bad nosebleed. It was a never-ending flow of blood. I was practically covered in blood. Thankfully I was still in the bathroom so it was easier to clean.

Man, my head felt like it was going to split into two and I was losing so much blood, my hand was practically soaked in it. Just like in the pic above. My brain wasn't getting enough blood so I was practically floating in the clouds.

Okay I'm starting to sound really sarcastic lately. Sorry.

Anyway, continuing my story. The bottom line, I was having a bad headache and I was dizzy. I was nauseous and my nose wouldn't stop bleeding. I only get like this twice in my life. All because of one reason. I was depressed about something.

I know I failed my chemistry paper but even I wouldn't get that depressed. It was something else. Maybe it was because...


Well let's just say it's something personal. I don't deal with personal stuffs really well. I guess you could say it's my weakness.
Anyway, I got to go. I don't feel that well.
I'll post something later.

Bye.
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Or at least I will fail chemistry.

Everything is so messed up right now.
I just had my chemistry exam yesterday.
And it was...bad to say the least.

It's not that I didn't study or anything. I did. I did study everything. Every single detail. Okay...maybe not every detail but enough to get at least a pass. I dunno why or how but I choked.

No. Not choked choked but choked. Like freeze up.
Something like that. I dunno.

Anyway, I was already prepped up with all the necessary information like a good student that I am.

Yeah right.

Up till the moment I sat down on that chair, I was doing okay. Wasn't nervous or shaking or anything. I think I was actually smiling. Then it happened.

Panic.

I was panicking like a maniac. I didn't show it but deep down...
It was like...I dunno.

You know that feeling when you're nervous. That butterflies in the stomach feeling thing.
Well in my case, it's more like a minefield in the stomach. Everything was so wrong.

The fact that the exam room was really cold just add to my 'excitement'. At first I didn't notice the cold but after awhile, it finally caught up with me.

I was nervous. I was cold. I was shaking.

All thoughts were gone. Everything I studied before had just went away.


All my hard work. Gone...
Gone right down the toilet. Literally.

Now that remind me of something.
All that anxiety and the cold only brought another problem.

I had to pee. Really really bad.





Heh I know. It sounds silly. But I'm serious. I had to go really badly but I can't.
I had another 30 minutes more to go before the exam finishes.

All I could do was sit there and try to push through it. It was excruciating. All that waiting. All that holding in. I couldn't even think. I had only filled in less than half of the paper so...

Hehe thinking back, it's funny. Kinda ironic don't you think?

Anyway, what's done is done. Can't do anything to change it now. I just have to endure it in the long run. I know I can do much better next time. If there is a next time.

Now, I only have one more paper to go. Biology is an easy subject right?
Especially if it's just MCQs.
I hope so. Or I might just have to buy one of these types of books. (Picture below)


Okay I guess that's all for now. See ya. And wish me luck on my Biology paper.
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It's exam week.
And I've already went through three papers.



Biology, Mathematics and G.P.
It was hard.
Easy as that.



Tomorrow's gonna be hell...
*cough* I mean chemistry...



Oh well...
Better get back to studying...
Wish i had more time...




P.S. Wanna play PIANO instead of this!!!!
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Some of the origami creatures I made for my friends. I've been into origami lately.


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Ok starting from right now I'm just going to be posting pics.
Been too lazy to write anymore.
You could say that I've lost the 'Writing Spirit' in me. Hope YOU come back SPIRIT!

Anyway, I'll be posting pics and JUST pics. If I get the spirit back, I'll be writing again.
But for now just look at my lovely pics :P (yeah right)


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ok so umm...
Well it's been a long time since I posted anything here. Been so busy with school and other stuffs.


So my point of view of the movie Ironman. I thought it was nice.
It was cool with all that special effects. Especially during the major fight scene.



Well umm I guess that's it. Haha sorry if I don't 'ethusiastic' right now. I'm just so tired.
Only thing is I can't sleep.
Been like for a few days now. I hope I'm not becoming insomniac. I hate not sleeping. XS
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It was nice.

Haha I'll write something interesting here but it's getting late and I need my sleep.

Seeya
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So the moment of truth has finally come to reveal...well...the truth...
Haha I'm making it sound like it's a major thing or something. :P

Anyway, about the song. Like I said before, it's three part song consisting of three parts (duh..) and it's mainly about things that happened during the two years I, along with with all my friends, spent at our old school. All the joy and hardships. All the memories we gathered together there. Memories that I will never forget. I think the same goes for my friends too.

I really miss my old school. I miss my old teachers. Not that they're 'old'. Just that they're my...old teachers. You know what I mean. So anyway, I miss the things that I've left behind there. I've spent about five years of my life in that school. You could even say that it's apart of me. I guess it's almost like a second home to me. Almost. This 'song' is a kind 0f a tribute for that school. A tribute for all the teachers and students and friends made along the way. For all the hard work of teaching me and my friends. For shaping my life and making the way I am right now. I would never the same person as I am at this moment if I never went to that school.


Wait.

On a second thought, maybe I should have went to a different school. Haha just kidding. I wouldn't be able to have friends like you guys if I did that. :P

So let's try this again. About the song. It consists of three different parts:-

1. The first part is mainly about our lives, me and my friends', in our old school.
2. The second part is about how we all become friends and also a lil bit of our teachers we had over the years.
And 3. The last but not the least, the final part of the song is about our lives AFTER we left the school. Maybe a lil description of what would happen in...what...ten years? Maybe. We're still working on it.

Maybe when the song and all is finish, I'll try to post the song here with the lyrics and stuffs.

IF it gets finish anyway. Since exam week is coming soon, we expect a SLIGHT delay in the production. We'll see what we can do. But problem is our composer, the lovely Ms. Syeeda, is 'out of town' for the next ten days so...I don't know ~XI~

P.S. I don't know if I forgot to mention this but when I said the song is a three part song, what I really meant was that the song... is actually three songs. Each part is its own individual song in a way. Anyway below here is the basic details of what I'm trying to say.


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Ok so it’s another birthday. It’s one of my closest friends’ birthday. She’s 18 now. Totally legal. Hehe

So like my other ‘friend’, I made her an origami present but well…I can’t really explain. Just see these pics.

Here’s a couple of things I made for her. A flower. A spiky star. And also chocolate, no pictures shown here though. :P

The flower is the lily. To represent her since her name is similar to lily.

The spiky star is for her sharp and straightforward personality. And she is also a lil bit like a star…I guess?

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So it was her birthday last week.

But she said it would be next month. So I didn’t buy her anything. Not even a birthday card. She didn’t say anything or I would have bought her chocolate or something.

So I just made her a box. A box made of paper. A box made by myself.

It wasn’t hard making the box but it was tiring. It took a long time to finish. The measurements. Preparation of the materials. But it was fun making it. It was an incredible experience. Even for making a paper box. At least I now know how to make one.

It was my first time making a box. Much less from paper. But it was made easier since I have a book on how to make it.

Can you believe it? I had the book on how to make paper boxes for more than five years and I haven’t even made one until now? Unbelievable right? What’s the use of having the book and not use it? At least now...I can make one just for her. And for the rest of my friends of course.

No need to buy gifts anymore. Yoohoo! Hehe see how cheap I am? Oh well.

Anyway here’s a couple of pics of the so-called “hard-work-made-by-myself box”.

Originally the box was just a plain one. But since it was for a girl so I added a flower on top of the box. Sweet isn’t it? XP

But it was hard. Figuring how to put the flower on top. I had to punch a hole on the lid of the box and glued the flower on it.

It took me almost…five hours…minimum to complete the box, flower plus a couple of “secret things” to put inside the box. I would have finish earlier if I wasn’t making a birthday present for my other close friend. If I had known her birthday sooner, I would have done it earlier and a much better job than this "rushed" version. But I guess it's ok for a first try, right?

Anyway I hope you like the box and the stuffs inside it, even though it’s a lil on the boring side. What can I say? I’m a boring guy. Man…I’m selling myself short. LOL :P

So anyway, I also bought her a nice plushie doll too. I hope she likes it. I hope so.

Well, I guess that’s all for now. Till next time. See ya :D

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