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No More Heroes
The Third Chapter
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An Old Story From My Past, The First Chapter.
Patrick Kai is Back!
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A New Beginning Again
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//Saturday 11:06 PM
I think I have a cold…

Okay first of all I just want to apologize for the lack of updates. It’s been a pretty hectic time. Considering the weather, school and stuffs you know…

It’s like the time between each and every post I make is slowly and steadily getting longer and longer. I’m really sorry for that. It’s not like the lack of updates was done intentionally. I just didn’t have the time.

It’s been a tough week. Heck it’s been a tough MONTH. This is SO not the way I want to start the new year.

Not to mention the crazy weather we’re having here. It’s rain and rain and MORE rain everyday. There’re floods all over the country. It’s been just crazy. I don’t think I had a good look at the sun for days.

Yeah I’m not exaggerating.

It’s all cloudy-cloud-not-final-fantasy-cloud-strife-cloudy sky. It’s also one of the reasons why I can’t update my blog as much as I want to.

My internet connection is SO lame. I don’t know if it’s becoz of the rain or something, but it’s becoming lamer by the second. It’s so fricking slow. It’s kinda sad. Do you know how many times i had to refresh the page just to see my blog?

5 TIMES. FIVE! That’s just crazy. And it loads so SLOW! It’s so lame. Sigh.

Anyway, now that I’m blogging after so long, let me tell you what happened this past few days.

Since it’s raining so much, colds are spreading like wildfire. Not excluding me of course. I mean I think I have the worst cold I ever had in my life.

My nose is dripping ALL THE TIME. Like my nose is like one of those taps that leaks, no matter how many times you fixed it. I hate it so much. I just want it to stop.

I have to ‘sniff’ every few minutes or I’ll start dripping on my pajamas shirt underwear shirt… Xp

Not to forget the assignments…
Ohhh the assignments… the teachers are officially torturing me with the constant assignments. Like they don’t want to give us students a break.
Do they seriously think we can finish ALL of them when they give it at the SAME time? Seriously…

For Gp, I have to do this mindmap about the UN. Easy enough. But then I have this other assignment. Basically I have to write this ‘book’ report/essay/something regarding leadership.

I have to choose one leader, DOA, and write about them. Talk about their life, successes, failures, my opinion, etc. That sort of stuffs I guess. I don’t have a problem with doing that. But I need more time. Or by the time I get to it, I’ll probably run out of time.

Maths and Bio are pretty hard on us students too. Tests and loads of HW for Maths and tons of essays to write for Bio. Joy to the world…

Anyway, ummm… I guess that’s all with my life. Nothing interesting happened. Besides the things that I mentioned above anyway.

So I guess that’s it for now. I hope I can update as regularly as possible.
Till next time, bye guys.

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//Friday 11:33 AM
Time again…

It’s been a month since…

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// 3:56 PM
Tag No. 5, 6 & 7

Tagged by DFang

1- are you happy?
-I was awhile ago. But anymore Xp

2- who was the last person you talked to?
-Don’t remember…  lol my sis I think.

3- the last person you chat with?
-Mizi and someone else too Xp

4- what were you guys talking about?
-Random stuffs. Xp

5- the last place you went besides home?
-school

6- are you worried about something?
-yes. my ever growing mountain of unfinished assignments.

7- chocolate or vanilla?
-chocolate & vanilla ice cream Xo

8- are you a talkative person?
-Nope. Only with my friends.

9- who do you wanna be with right now?
-my true self.

10- are you inlove with him/her?
-can’t tell you. i don’t even know myself.

11- have he/she ever made you cry?
-Can’t tell you. But I hope not.

12- are you close with anyone right now?
-Can’t tell you.

13- do you guys meet everyday?
-*scratches head* who?

14- do you have a wish?
-Yup. But it’s only between us.

15- how are you today?
-i’m dealing with it.

16- how's your day?
-Like I said, I’m dealing with it.

17- whats your plan for today?
-Nothing. I go as I please.

8- whats your favourite song recently?
- Tonight by Boyce Avenue.

19- does that song mean anything to anyone?
-Can’t tell you.

20- still listening to your ex's song/s?
-yeah sure. Why not?

21- whats your favourite subject?
-right now… nothing. xp

22- you play tennis?
-Nope. Never tried. But I like to watch.

23- your last exs that you met?
-Can’t tell you.

24- is your relation working out nicely?
-Can’t tell you.

25- the last person you would talk to?
-My sis. I think. I can’t remember.

26- what day is today?
-Thursday

27- who was the last person to come to your house?
-Me? lol

28- the thing you love the most?
-Can’t tell you.

29- do you believe in long-distance relation?
-No, not really. It’s unstable. But if it works, it’s the best relationship around.

30- any reasons for your answer?
-Can’t tell you.

31- list 5 things you love the most..
-My laptop
-My room
-My home
-My family 
-And… Can’t tell you.

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:
-His name is Amin.
-One of my closest friends.
-He’s older than me.
-Likes anime.
-Likes manga.
--Likes ecchi stuffs.
-Likes to play games.
-Likes to chat with girls.
-Dfang is his nickname.
-He’s waiting for O-Level results.

Tagged by DFang & Miji

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
-still in my room

2. Who are you in love with?
-Can’t tell you.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
-umm…

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
-My pen. lol

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
-awhile ago.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
-nope

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
-Not yet.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
-Can’t drive. Hard to believe? Xp

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
-No

10. Are you hot?
-No I’m cool. Xp

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
-Mirinda

12. What are you wearing right now?
-nothing lol

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
-Wash myself.

14. Last food that you ate?
-Hello Panda cookies.

15. Where were you last week at this time?
-In my room.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
-Nope

17. When is the last time you ran?
-umm…

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
-umm…

19. What is your favorite animal?
-Animal? All of them.

20. Your dream vacation?
-Doing nothing. Laze around.

21. Last person's house you were in?
-Amin’s and Hasnan’s

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
-ummm…

23. Have you been in love?
-Yeah.

24. Do you miss anyone right now? ?
-Can’t tell you.

25. Last play you saw?
-umm…

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
-Can’t tell you.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
-Sleep.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
-iummm…

29. Next trip you are going to take?
-umm…

30. Ever go to camp?
-umm…

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
-ummm…

32. What do you want to know about the future?
-Nah… Fate always changes,

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
-Not right now.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
-Not sure.

35. Where is your best friend?
-Duno. I don’t have a best friend.

36. How is your best friend?
-…

37. Do you have a tan?
-Not really. I’m always white.

38. What are you listening to right now?
-Anywhere by Afraid of Everest.

39. Do you collect anything?
-Yeah.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
-umm…

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
-Never.

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
-Yeah…

43. What does your last text message say?
-Can't tell you.

44. Do you like hot sauce?
-Depends on how hot.

45. Last time you took a shower?
-About five hours ago.

46. Do you need to do laundry?
-nope

47. What is your heritage?
-Melayu and kedayan. Maybe a lil chinese.

48. Are you someone's best friend??
-I don’t think so.

49. Are you rich?
-Not yet.

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
-Doing Maths

Tagged by PjahDex

Rules:1 - Choose your answer and leave your comment in a bracket for each.
I tag:

1. Would you rather be blind or be deaf?
- Blind. (I rather be blind than not hear the sound of the earth)

2. Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
- i'd rather lose my leg (I can always get a prosthetic leg)

3. Would you rather become uglier or stupider?
- Uglier. (besides I don’t mind. Not like anybody’s gona like me anyway)

4. Would you rather be more rich or more attractive?
- richer (I like money)

5. Would you rather be blonde or brunette?
- brunette i guess. (I would definitely look weird with blonde hair)

6. Would you rather have a third eye in the middle of your head, or a horn in the middle of your head?
- horn in the middle of my head. (that would be so cool!!!)

7. Would you rather it be winter forever or summer forever?
- winter forever (i like the cold and snow and white everywhere.)

8. If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, would you rather it be sweet or salt?
- sweet (No comment. lol)

9. If you could choose a super power, would you rather be able to fly or move objects?
- move objects (So much cooler than flying around. *afraid of heights*)

10. If you had to be an animal, would you rather live in the ocean or on the land?on the land? in the ocean?
- in the ocean (it’s safer than on land.)

That’s it.

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// 3:01 PM
Award

Awarded by Miji & LiNa. Thanks you guys.

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The rules for accepting this award are:

1.Copy the badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" above into your blog.

- Done

2.Link/state who gave this award to you.

- Miji & LiNa

3.Every blogger must state 10 facts/hobbies about themselves before nominating the next award receiver (You’re tagged).

  • I like to photoshop alot.
  • I like to blog when I’m in the mood.
  • I can be crazy sometimes.
  • I like to read books and mangas.
  • I’m starting to get interested in photography.
  • Facebook is an addiction of mine.
  • I tend to sing when there’s no one around me.
  • I’m always online.
  • I like to make up stories.
  • Origami is awesome!


4.You have to choose 10 nominatees for this award and state their name in your blog.

- Okay here goes my nominations.

  • Ambrose
  • Leeyan
  • Hasz
  • PjahDex
  • UNQE
  • Vespera
  • Shely
  • Naz
  • Hareef
  • And to anyone who reads my blog. Xp

5.Don’t forget to visit your friends’ blog and leave a comment that they are tagged.

- Clicked, Visited and Done-

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//Sunday 9:25 AM
Birthday Greetings

Hey guys. Sorry to cut this short. After a long while since my last post.

But I have something to do in a few hours and I should be getting ready for it.

Anyway, I’m taking this chance to greet two of my closest friends. It’s their birthday this week. So happy birthday you guys!

Hasnan SketchHappy 18th Birthday to Hasnan.

He’s been my friend since… Form 2(?) hahah Anyway we’ve been friends since like forever and you can’t ask for a better friend.

lol I still remember the time we hung out at my house after afternoon school to play Naruto. Hahaha that was a lot of fun. I always act like the oji-san of the group. Xp

  Happy 18th Birthday to Fyrah too!

Fyrah is the treats-bringer of the group. She always brings the most yummyiest treats to school. Chocolates, cakes, biscuits, etc. I known her for a very long time too.

Don’t forget to bring some yummy treats on monday k? heheh

Anyway I guess that’s it with the birthday greetings for now. Sigh my birthday is still far away….

Anyway quick update of my life this week.

  • Debate: Practice debate on Wednesday with a team.
  • Topic: “This House believes that censorship should be left to the individuals.”
  • …at least something like that. I don’t even know what that supposed to mean.

  • G.P. Presentation: Woman’s Rights. Due next week.
  • …which I haven’t even finished doing. I think only 50+%. Both the Mindmap and Powerpoint. I mean I’m the only one doing it. Gotta find info and pictures and stuffs.

  • Maths P1 Test on Monday. First thing in the morning.
  • …which I’m so so so not ready. I’ll fail this test too. Just like the rest of my tests. Sigh…

  • Bio Test on Wednesday.
  • Topic: Core L – Respiration and Core M – Photosynthesis.
  • Both sounds simple. Yet both so deadly.

    Waaaaahhhh!!!! I’m gonna be busy next week. *sniffs*

    Now I seriously need to get ready.  That’s it i guess. Til next time guys. See ya!

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    //Tuesday 10:05 PM
    Tired

    I miss you so much… Xp

    I have tons of Maths HW. And I have to research Women’s Rights for my G.P. presentations.

    Not to mention, I have that debate thing tomorrow afternoon. I have to prepare a 2 min opposing argument on the topic ‘Crime does pay.’

    Which of course I don’t know how to do. Sigh…

    So much work… Yet so little time.

    Anyway, back to work for me. Okay see ya guys. Xp

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    //Saturday 9:14 PM
    It’s been awhile

    Hey you guys. It’s been awhile, hasn’t it? Since my last post. I’ve been a lil busy for the last couple of weeks. Stressful. Tiring. Depressing.

    I can’t believe that it’s already two weeks since ‘it’ happened. I’m sure most of you would know what I’m talking about. But for some of you who don’t… well, please just understand. It’s already hard to believe the fact that ‘it’ actually happened . Not to mention that I find it hard to talk about it with anyone, be it my family or my friends. Much less blog about it here. If I have to, I just write about it in my diary or just let it in my mind for awhile. So I’m just gonna leave it at that, k?

    So school’s back. Or should I say, I’m back in school? Haha yeah…

    It’s the start of a new school year. It’s only been a week and I’m already want a holiday. It’s just so frickin’ hard. And stressful. The first day was alright. But the next day, the day after that, the day after that… It’s like I never went to school before. Homework is piling, especially maths. Why does she gives so many work anyway? I know it’s for our own good, it’s our final year and everything, but it feels like blahblahblah. Not that I’m complaining. Much. I don’t mind a lil more than average amount of work. It’s just that, does it have to be everyday???

    Not to mention the tests… Ohhhh the frickin’ tests… Oh joy…

    Even Bio. Now i have to attend this special ‘tutorial lessons’ with my Bio tutor once every month. On my free time. Again, I don’t mind. But it just feels like… I don’t know… pointless. Call me ignorant. I know I’m weak in ALL of my subjects. And I need all the help I can get if I want to succeed but… It’s just too much work. I hate work. Even more if it’s boring work.

    Okay, so I talk about Maths and Bio. What else… Oh yeah Chem and GP.

    Chem is just as usual. Not much difference. Same as it ever was. I think I’m beginning to like Chem. Even though it IS my WORST subject EVAR! But I like it. It’a not as stressful like Maths or Bio. Mind you, that does NOT mean it’s stress-FREE ok?

    GP… Oh GP… What do I have to say about to say for GP…

    I guess it’s not much difference since last year. More journal work, more group assignments, more speaking in english… the usual I guess.

    Oh yeah I join the Debate Club (or is it the Debate team? Not sure about that)

    Anyway, I joined. AGAINST MY OWN WILL. Where’s my right to say no, sir? Sigh…

    I just hope that I don’t have to stand up and talk. I really don’t like public speaking. Especially if it’s arguing about something in English.

    I guess that’s it about school. The place is keeping me busy. I practically don’t have a social life. All I do, shocking as it may, is do school work these days. I mean I ended up sleeping at 2.20am yesterday just because I was doing my Maths homework. I was so struggling with it, i didn’t realize how late it was.

    Okay enough with school talk. What else…

    It’s been raining really heavily these couple of days. So heavy it’s causing floods here and there. So hard to get anywhere. It’s kinda depressing. Seeing all that water falling down from the sky. Like it was crying about something. But I kinda like it too. I like the serene effect it has on people. People are less angry. On the other hand, I also noticed some people are becoming more sad than usual. I guess I fall in both groups. =)

    And I’m been sketching again.

    Okay not ‘really’ sketching. Technically I am. But I used a computer to do it. It’s really fun. Anyway I’m gonna end it here now with a few of the sketches that I made just yesterday. Some of them doesn’t actually look like sketches because I’m not really that good with photoshop yet. Yes I used photoshop to do this. Duh. Lol so I hope you enjoy these. Especially for those people with their respective pics here.

    So I guess that’s it. See ya guys. Xp

    Shely & Fatin SketchReef Sketch copy

     

     

     

     

     

    Syamsi Sketch1Amizi Sketch2Amin SketchLina SketchHisham Sketch

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