Hey you guys. It’s been awhile, hasn’t it? Since my last post. I’ve been a lil busy for the last couple of weeks. Stressful. Tiring. Depressing.

I can’t believe that it’s already two weeks since ‘it’ happened. I’m sure most of you would know what I’m talking about. But for some of you who don’t… well, please just understand. It’s already hard to believe the fact that ‘it’ actually happened . Not to mention that I find it hard to talk about it with anyone, be it my family or my friends. Much less blog about it here. If I have to, I just write about it in my diary or just let it in my mind for awhile. So I’m just gonna leave it at that, k?

So school’s back. Or should I say, I’m back in school? Haha yeah…

It’s the start of a new school year. It’s only been a week and I’m already want a holiday. It’s just so frickin’ hard. And stressful. The first day was alright. But the next day, the day after that, the day after that… It’s like I never went to school before. Homework is piling, especially maths. Why does she gives so many work anyway? I know it’s for our own good, it’s our final year and everything, but it feels like blahblahblah. Not that I’m complaining. Much. I don’t mind a lil more than average amount of work. It’s just that, does it have to be everyday???

Not to mention the tests… Ohhhh the frickin’ tests… Oh joy…

Even Bio. Now i have to attend this special ‘tutorial lessons’ with my Bio tutor once every month. On my free time. Again, I don’t mind. But it just feels like… I don’t know… pointless. Call me ignorant. I know I’m weak in ALL of my subjects. And I need all the help I can get if I want to succeed but… It’s just too much work. I hate work. Even more if it’s boring work.

Okay, so I talk about Maths and Bio. What else… Oh yeah Chem and GP.

Chem is just as usual. Not much difference. Same as it ever was. I think I’m beginning to like Chem. Even though it IS my WORST subject EVAR! But I like it. It’a not as stressful like Maths or Bio. Mind you, that does NOT mean it’s stress-FREE ok?

GP… Oh GP… What do I have to say about to say for GP…

I guess it’s not much difference since last year. More journal work, more group assignments, more speaking in english… the usual I guess.

Oh yeah I join the Debate Club (or is it the Debate team? Not sure about that)

Anyway, I joined. AGAINST MY OWN WILL. Where’s my right to say no, sir? Sigh…

I just hope that I don’t have to stand up and talk. I really don’t like public speaking. Especially if it’s arguing about something in English.

I guess that’s it about school. The place is keeping me busy. I practically don’t have a social life. All I do, shocking as it may, is do school work these days. I mean I ended up sleeping at 2.20am yesterday just because I was doing my Maths homework. I was so struggling with it, i didn’t realize how late it was.

Okay enough with school talk. What else…

It’s been raining really heavily these couple of days. So heavy it’s causing floods here and there. So hard to get anywhere. It’s kinda depressing. Seeing all that water falling down from the sky. Like it was crying about something. But I kinda like it too. I like the serene effect it has on people. People are less angry. On the other hand, I also noticed some people are becoming more sad than usual. I guess I fall in both groups. =)

And I’m been sketching again.

Okay not ‘really’ sketching. Technically I am. But I used a computer to do it. It’s really fun. Anyway I’m gonna end it here now with a few of the sketches that I made just yesterday. Some of them doesn’t actually look like sketches because I’m not really that good with photoshop yet. Yes I used photoshop to do this. Duh. Lol so I hope you enjoy these. Especially for those people with their respective pics here.

So I guess that’s it. See ya guys. Xp

 

 

 

 

 

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