What is pain? What does pain mean? What does pain represent?

Have you ever been in pain? A pain so bad you wish it would just stop?
Not a physical pain but more of an inner pain. A wound so deep it feels like it’s coming from deep down? That no amount of bandages or stitches could ever fix?

Pain is special. It is special from other emotions. Sometimes it can take a form of happiness and yet more often than none, it takes the form of sadness. Loneliness, depression, even love brings pain. Almost every feelings that ever existed is closely associated pain. In one way or another.

Some say it’s a part of life. A part of living. A part of being human. A part of us.
But it’s also a part of death.

Every time we feel pain…
Every time we see pain…
Every time we inflict pain…
A part of us dies with it.

Everyone feels pain. Everyone sees pain. Everyone inflicts pain.
Nobody can escape from this feeling. Not you. Not me. Not anyone.

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Pain we encounter our whole lives through in differing degrees,
Pain can plague our bodies from our head down through our knees

Way on down to feet and toes, our limbs, our every part,
Inside, outside, every place; but none worse than the heart.

Some suffer stronger, deeper pain, and some a lighter ache,
Some need strong medication, others an aspirin take.

But when the pain is caused by loss and radiates from the heart
There is no medication; nothing to stop you falling apart.

Your confidence is shaken and your whole world caving in,
Your clouded mind can’t fathom it… your new day can‘t begin,

The heartache travels through the mind, then on down to the soul,
Then to the eyes so sore from tears that you cannot control.

Sobbing makes your tummy hurt, you feel the future’s bleak,
Your throat gets sore, your tongue is tied as tears roll down your cheek.

So never walk away from one who cherished and adored
Your every move, your every word… don’t hurt them with a word.

For one day they may not be there to show your feelings to,
They may have left for other lands, to wander pastures new,

So cherish every single friend and never leave their side,
Hold them to your heart each day, whisper your love and confide.

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Okay so pain yeah…
Lol my emoness is pretty much gone by now since I’m feeling a bit better than this morning. XP Let’s cut to the chase.

First of all… umm…
Right. I think it was on Wednesday. I was coming back home from a friend’s house and as I was walking outside towards the door, I stepped on a bone.

Yeah a bone. A fish bone. Freaky.

It didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would. Even though it like literally pierced into my heel (yeah that’s where I stepped on the bone) about 1.0 inch. Measure it with your ruler. It’s not short. Luckily it didn’t hit any blood vessels down there.

Maybe I was numb from the pain or something. You know, when you’re hurt, your body gives out endorphines(sp?) to kill off the pain I think.

Anyway I slowly pulled it out and all this blood started to rush out of my foot.
Well maybe not that much. But still, I was losing blood.

Since it didn’t hurt that much, I just shrugged it off as a bad scratch. Xp
Boy, was I wrong.

The next day, I woke up to a sharp pain in my foot with the ‘bad scratch’.
It wasn’t exactly swollen but there was a small bump. Haha I ended up limping for the rest of the day. I guess it wasn’t that obvious since nobody ask me about it.

Oh well.

A lot of things happened yesterday. Unlucky things. Like my books, my pens, my bag. They all fell. I don’t know if it’s gravity changing or me just being clumsy. Haha And I nearly trip when I was climbing down the stairs. That was crazy.

I mean I was practically holding the railings for dear life and my heart was beating dangerously fast. It took me awhile to calm down. Dramatic huh?

I conclude that maybe yesterday was just one of those days. Hehe Anyway I guess that’s it. Till next Emo Friday, bye.

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