I don’t know why I still feel this way. But I do.
I thought I was gonna be okay. But I’m not.
I thought things were going to be different this time around. But I guess it didn’t.

I guess it wasn’t the right time. I guess it wasn’t fate. I guess it wasn’t meant to be.
Nothing is, I guess.

Get over it man!

You’ll find someone. Don’t give up just because of this. You’re still young. You still have a long road ahead of you.
Keep your chin up. And don’t give up.
Move on. Move on. Move on  until you find your special one.

Easier sad than done, right? *weak smile*

This was one of the few songs I really like last year. The lyrics speak true to how I feel.
I found it about 5 minutes ago while I was browsing through my music folder.
Listening to it really hit home. 

It made me remember how I felt last year. And how I feel right now.

Now, I can’t stop listening to it.

Water keeps on flowing. With nothing to hold them back. Try hard as I may, they still fall.

I know I’ll get over it. Eventually.
I just hope I’ll get over it soon.

Here’s the lyrics to the song.
‘Broken Strings’ by James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado.

Let me hold you 

For the last time 

It’s the last chance to feel again 

But you broke me 

Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you 

It’s so untrue 

I can’t even convince myself 

When I’m speaking 

It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up 

I tried to hold but it hurts too much 

I tried to forgive but it’s not enough 

To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings 

You can’t feel anything 

That your heart don’t want to feel 

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts 

A lie is worse 

I can’t like it anymore 

And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing 

We are turning into dust 

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire 

When there’s nothing left to save 

It’s like chasing the very last train 

When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up 

I tried to hold but it hurts too much 

I tried to forgive but it’s not enough 

To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings 

You can’t feel anything 

That your heart don’t want to feel 

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts 

And lies worse 

I can’t like it anymore 

And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire 

When there’s nothing left to say 

It’s like chasing the very last train 

When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings 

You can’t feel anything 

That your heart don’t want to feel 

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts 

And lies worse 

I can’t like it anymore 

And I love you a little less than before 

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time 

It’s the last change to feel again

I just hope I’ll be okay.

Labels: broken, emo, love