Ok so it has been one hell of a week. It was exhausting. I barely had the energy to do anything. Literally. Most of my school works are still incomplete. My notes are a mess. My life is screwed up. I just didn't have the strength to do anything. I was tired mentally, emotionally and physically. That was the case until last Friday. Now I feel somewhat ok lah. Still not that better but I'll live. 

Want to know what happened that made me felt like this? Heh I'm sure you don't but I'm gona tell ya anyway. 

So I had this kinda progress test last week. Well, not kinda . . . WAS a progress test. And I didn't study. At all. Seriously. No joke. I guess you could pretty much guess what I got. Yeah . . . 

Oh well . . . Haha better luck next time right? (Keep on dreaming! <g>) 

Anyway, it was kinda hard to deal with at the time and I was really stressed out. Some ppl may not believe me when I say this but it's no lie. I don't . . . exude those things that obvious coz I usually put on a tough front. An act. A false impression. I'm just like any other normal male teenager dealing with obstructions in life. It was tough but I had to do it one way or another. So I put on this . . . inpenetrable armour and smiling mask, even in front of my close friends. And I survived through the week.

I only got results from two of my subjects. And I failed. No surprises there since I didn't studied. That means two more to go. Yeah . . . I wonder what I would get for those. If I fail those two too, I'd outdone myself. I hope I at least pass one of them so it won't be a TOTAL lost. Sigh . . . WHY didn't I study?? 

And the works the teachers gave me are beginning to pile up. If I don't do anything about it, I'll drown. Or buried in it. Take your pick. Especially in Mathematics. We've reached the part in the syllabus about Mechanics. Well if you don't know what Mechanics is, I'd be really surprised. If you really don't know what it is, it's something like Physics. All those velocities, accelerations, forces mambo jumbo kind of things. And since I'm not taking Physics as one of my subjects, I'm having a pretty damn hard time learning it. I know I know you don't actually NEED Physics to do it but it would certainly HELP. 

So from Monday through Thursday, I was practically DRAGGING my whole body just to get to my classes. I WASN'T looking forward to school. The only reason I'm going to school right now is just to see my friends. That's all. Everything else can just go to hell for all I cared. 

Ok I didn't really mean that . . . Ok maybe I did but not in the sense that you're probably thinking right now. I like school, mind you, I do but it just gets . . . annoying . . . sometimes, you know? I mean everyone's pressuring you and they don't even realize that they're doing it. For them, they might think what they're doing is productive but actually it's counterproductive. At least it is in MY case. I don't know about you. Heh you're probably one of those who 'looks forward to school'. Patiently waiting for school and dreading the school term holidays. Those few who actually 'enjoy' having tests and examinations . . . *shudders* 

Ok maybe that was a dramatic exaggeration on my part but it's true. Anyway to confirm what I was saying earlier if you missed it among the jumble of words, I DON'T HATE SCHOOL, alright? I just don't like it EVERY SINGLE DAY. 

Now, what else? I've talked about school, work, tests . . . Oh yeah. I said something about last Friday. So on Friday we had this party. A farewell party. For my close friend. Who is going to the UK to further his education. Lucky bastard. Lol hehe <g> 

It was alright . . . Ok lah . . . Can't really comment much about it. I mean it WAS a farewell party. It's supposedly, presumably the last time we're going to be with the guy and it SHOULD be sad and/or happy, right? But it wasn't either. It wasn't depressing or joyful. It was just . . . pleasant. It was neutral. AGAIN, in my case. But I guess we did have a little bit of fun. We shared moments of peace and laughter. Basically we just enjoyed each others' company. 

Not all of my friends were there. It was just like . . . 1, 2, 3 . . . 11 people, I think? Maybe I left out someone. Can't remember. It was less than 20 that's for sure. Some had to go to my other close friend's party. She was having a farewell party too so . . . others had their own personal reasons too, no need to elaborate on those. 

Anyway I'll just post the pix below. Too lazy to write anything about it. At the end of the day, something happened. No, nothing BAD happened. Just SOMETHING. Let's just say . . . well . . . LOL just thinking about it makes me laugh and blush. Haha keep it between us, ok guys? <g>

Anyway, it left me with this content feeling that lasted for awhile so everything's good. For now. Ok, enough words. On with the pix. I know you've been waiting for them. So here you go. Enjoy. And bye. <g>